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Tuesday, May 15, 2018

The Cistern


It was a hot September day, and the town was humming with its usual rhythm of activity—not too busy, not too loud, simply the everyday flow of people living, working, helping each other, and mostly minding their own business. I would tell you the name of the town, but you would never find it on a map, and even people who live very close to it would probably give you a puzzled look if you asked where it was, for it was a quiet town, frequently forgotten by its own neighbors. In light of this, you may be surprised to hear that there were new people passing through it nearly every day. The townspeople were not unfriendly, in fact, many of them were quite hospitable, but none of these visitors were coming to see their town, and all of them knew that. People visited the area for the same reason the town had been built there—just uphill from the quiet hum of village life there was a freshwater spring. The water was clean and sweet, and many people said that everyone who drank it was stronger, healthier, and wiser.
            On this particular day, a young man who lived on the outskirts of the town was hard at work, beads of sweat shining on his forehead. Only his head and shoulders were aboveground, and then only sometimes, for he was intently focused on his work.
            Hallo!” Called out the man’s neighbor, who was coming from the spring. “Hard at work again, I see!”
            Yes,” replied the young man. “Might I ask a favor of you? I’m re-caulking this, the water seems to be leaking out the walls and I found it nearly empty again this morning. I’d like to get it refilled as soon as possible, so I’m working from the bottom up. The part that I’ve finished should be able to hold water. Might I have just a cupful from the bucket that you’re carrying?”
            His neighbor looked at the man’s work. The top of the cistern stood knee-high above the ground, and extended three feet or so into the earth. Its rounded walls were impeccably constructed, water-tight and smooth, but there was a deep gash in the side, running the full length of the inside of the cistern, and instead of a water-tight floor, the man’s feet and ankles sank into thick mud.
            “You know, it’ll just keep draining if you don’t give it some sort of floor.”
            Oh, no,” the young man assured him. “I’m pretty sure the problem is this wall. It just isn’t water-tight enough.” For all of his careful attention to detail, the young man seemed thoroughly unaware of the crack in his cistern, and was instead focused on making sure that the almost non-existent spaces between the bricks were sealed. “Now, if you wouldn’t mind sparing a cup, I’d like to get this refilled as soon as possible.”
            With a look of concern, his neighbor lowered his bucket of fresh water to share with the man. “Of course, friend, take as much as you need.”
            Oh, thank you,” the young man replied. “But I don’t want to take too much of your water. What if you were to run out?”
            Preposterous! The only way I could run out is if the spring dried up, and we both know that will never happen!”
            I suppose, but one can never be too careful. Access might become more difficult, the town council could decide that it’s no longer open to the public, or what if it does dry up? People visit that spring every day! What if there isn’t an endless supply of water? Like I said, one can never be too careful,” said the young man, quickly pouring the cool, refreshing water into his hole in the ground where it became muddied and undrinkable.
            “Aren’t you going to drink any?” His neighbor asked incredulously.
            Oh no, I wouldn’t want to waste it on something like that. I don’t need it right now as much as I will later.”
            The neighbor nodded and got up to leave. Several others passed by that day, and the young man asked for some water from each of them. As the day wore on and the hot sun beat down on him, he grew more and more parched, never acknowledging that he desperately needed a drink.
            Why don’t you stop and get a drink from the spring, it’s so close by!” Someone visiting from out of town asked him, noticing his dry, cracked lips and weary expression. “I’ve traveled for miles to drink that water, and it’s only a stone’s throw from you! Come, we can walk together.”
            I have that water!” He protested.
            The visitor looked at the murky water at the bottom of his cistern and shook his head. “Suit yourself.”
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            Several hours, two of the townspeople found the young man unresponsive at the bottom of his cracked cistern. One of them immediately lowered himself in to try and pull him out, but it was no use.
            “This mud’s awfully thick,” he said, climbing out with the assistance of his friend. “We’ll need a couple more people if we want to get him out.” He wiped his muddy hands on his even muddier overalls and exclaimed, “It doesn’t make any sense! He was so close to the spring, and I know at least five people offered him water! Why didn’t he just climb out of his hole and drink some of it?”

Thursday, May 10, 2018

Death Replies to Donne

Yet, I am proud, though you rebuke me.

Slave, I am, but slave whose power doth swell.

With sickness, poison, war, you say I dwell—

‘Tis true, and you fear each because of me.

Slave, I am, but slave under whom ev’ry

Other slave at my footfall quake and quell!

Through me, fate sends kings and peasants to hell.

I rule the streets with pow’r to make men flee.

My sting doth burn, and on the living, see

My marks—on those who grieve the empty shell

Of the one they loved, who, before me, fell—

The tears of those who mourn prove me mighty.

Though true I am slave, and the end shall bring
My end, for now, my bitterness doth sting.

See here for Donne's "Death be not Proud"

Friday, September 9, 2016

The Blood Cries Out

Then the LORD said to Cain, "Where is your brother Abel?"
"I don't know," he replied. "Am I my brother's guardian?"
Then He said, "What have you done? Your brother's blood cries out to me from the ground!" 
Genesis 4:9-10                                                                      

The blood from my deed was still warm and wet on my hands, quickly becoming sticky as I suddenly thought through the implications of what I had done. There I stood with my guilt before me, on me, within me, staining me.
The stain, would it wash? I was marked by my deed! Where would I go?
Think quickly. Evidence can be hidden. I had recently turned this soil, working long and hard. Yes, I would bury my sin and hide my shame. The dirt had enough grit to scour the blood from my hands. There, I was done. The grime concealed my guilt. I am not my brother's keeper.
But what is this? The blood cries out from the ground? "Guilty!" It says. "Sinner!" Cursed!" Must it cry so loudly? "Homeless!" Wanderer!" "Outcast!" It calls me. "Liar." "Profaner of God's Image."
My work had helped me hide my guilt. My sin, buried in the ground. Now the blood that I had scrubbed from my hands penetrated the soil, traveling through the water, saturating the works of my hands, taunting me and accusing me before God.
No. My punishment is more than I can bear! I have already rubbed the incriminating blood off my hands... Why does it still cling to me?
Wherever I go it haunts me. It cries out to me and against me. I cannot escape it. It clings to the dirt, the grass, and the trees. As Creation groans, the blood of my deed rushes through streams of water and no one can escape it.
It proclaims the state of man. It proclaims our darkened hearts. It proclaims the profanity of sin as it not only defies God's command, but destroys His Image-Bearers. The dreadful, haunting scream of its condemnation echoes through all reality.
Its echoes are even heard in the Tabernacle. The blood that I thought I had removed from myself by hiding it in the ground now intermingles with the blood of countless sacrifices.
To what end? More is always required. The irremovable stain of Abel's blood cries out, declaring the unrighteousness that fills the earth.
The guilt is inescapable.
But what is this? The veil of separation is torn. Who is this new Priesthood that arises? They approach that which could not be touched, and the blazing fire does not consume them. Outside of the city, a stream of blood seeps into the ground. As it mingles with the blood of Abel, the familiar cry of "Guilty!" is replaced. "Holy." "Righteous." "Chosen." It says. The Mediator of the New Covenant sprinkles his own blood that speaks better things than the blood of Abel, and the Assembly of the Firstborn approaches.

But you come to Mount Zion.... and to Jesus, the mediator of the New Covenant, and to the sprinkled blood that speaks a better word than the blood of Abel.
Hebrews 12:22a, 24                                                     

Monday, October 19, 2015

A Commuter's Morning Prayer

O Lord, you've searched me and know me! You know my 11:00 study nights and my 6:30 a.m. commute. 38 miles, Lord, let them all be Yours.
You know the way that I take, even better than I do (and I sometimes think I could drive that route in my sleep. Not entirely sure that I haven't . . .)
Teach me to walk in your ways, and also to drive in them. Teach me patience and peace on the mornings that it takes an hour and a half to get to school.  
As I budget my time, because there are days that I find it difficult to fit everything in, let it be a reminder that I am a steward, not an owner of my time.  
When the commute is long and lonely, help me to remember that I am never alone when I am with You.
On the days that I feel torn, when I feel like I live in two worlds without belonging to either, let it be a reminder to me that this world is not my home.
For my two worlds, Father, I pray. Bless my time at home and also at school. As I trade the sunrise over the mist-covered fields for the city skyline every morning, I will praise You for this season of my life. 
Thank you for the two hours of quiet time that I would not have carved into my schedule if I were not spending that time on the road. Thank you for the Minneapolis skyline peeking over the horizon every morning, making me fall in love with the city all over again every time. Thank you for the peace and quiet of my country home that I get to return to every evening. Thank you, Lord, for my morning commute, and let it draw me ever closer to You.